Meow.w.w.

Wednesday 9 December 2009













That was what i went as for our Musical Nite 2009 last Friday - a cutie little cat :)


Btw, i love the latest Sally Hansen's nail polish: Insta-Dri. I haven't had time to visit the nail spa lately and had to color my nails at the very last minute. It dried so quickly and the color i had on was Sonic Bloom Coral Rush, a lovely pinkish red. In fact there were so many shades of pink that i took a really long time deciding which to buy. Go try it, you can find it at any Watson store and the price is about S$12.90 (i think).


Restaurant City

Friday 23 October 2009





Despite being busy, i still find time for restaurant city.. :)


I *heart* my restaurant!!


Almost Perfect II

Sunday 18 October 2009



One of Shane's birthday wish is to always have dinner every year with the two persons that matter most to him on the one important day of his life. He told me so last year. It didn't materialised then but this year, it did. Yes we had dinner with X-man that nite, on Shane's birthday nite.


X-sis (X-man's sis) called to speak to Shane while we were at the restaurant. When she knew we were having dinner with X-man, she was extremely delighted and i could hear it in her gleeful voice. She said, "This is like a happy family again". Yes, to the many strangers that we walked past that nite, to the lovely attentive staffs at The Tavern that nite, indeed, we looked like one. We chatted, laughed, teased Shane, made silly jokes, shared food. It was the perfect setting for a happy family portrait, except we were not what they thought us to be. We were anything but perfect. We were just almost perfect.


This time, Shane did not ask any embarassing question in the restaurant, instead while in the car, he asked us why we were able to talk to each other like friends now?


I did not answer. Nor did X-man. And Shane, being older and slightly wiser than before, did not ask again.


* * *


Love of My Life
by Carly Simon

I love lilacs and avocados
Ukuleles and fireworks
And Mia Farrow and walking in the snow
But you've got to know

That you're the love of my life
You are the love of my life
You are the love of my life
You are the love of my life

From the moment I first saw you
The second that you were born
I knew that you were the love of my life
Quite simply the love of my life

I love Lucy and pumpernickel bread
The Statue Of Liberty and chocolate ice-cream
And falling into bed
But get it through your head

That you're the love of my life
You are the love of my life
You are the love of my life
You are the love of my life

From the moment I first saw you
The second that you were born
I knew that you were the love of my life
Quite simply the love of my life

You are the love
The great love of my
Of my life


Why Oh Why??

Thursday 10 September 2009



Finally, my schedule for the rollout next year is confirmed. I'll be gone for almost a month in January. I don't dread the work but i hated to be away from Shane, i am begining to seriously wonder how am i to last that long without him? It's already killing me now thinking of that.


Yes, if you don't know already, my life revolves around my son. There's no one i love more than him.


I know i am definitely gonna max out my mind thinking about him constantly. Fortunately there is 3G phone and webcam altho i doubt i'll be happy with that but i know i ought to be thankful at least. Shane will be just starting his Primary 3, attending the morning session for the first time and i don't know how my babybird will cope with this transition without mommy being there?


Oh, why can't money just drop from the sky??


Farmville

Saturday 5 September 2009



So i skip the whole month of August and finally i'm back on my blog only to post an entry on Farmville? Am i so frivolous?? Yes i am, and i want to show off a bit on what a wonderful farmer i am on Farmville :)


This game is actually a good way to relieve my mind off the servers, off the deployment schedule, off the-many-things that are fast taking over my sanity.


So, this is me, on Farmville...am i cute? Please say Yes. Humour me, will you? Oh, com'on...


FV-me


I recently dyed my hair a lighter brown, hence the choice of this hair colour, it's call 'Light Brown Flippy Hair' on Farmville and since my actual hair can't be so thick and flowy, i am glad to at least 'own' it on FV :)


This is my farm, a 20x20 plot.
















I 'trapped' my girl in the middle of the hay bales so that i can 'harvest', 'plow' and 'plant' faster. She walks too slow na.


Farmville is on Facebook, go play.


Soon...

Wednesday 29 July 2009



No, the death of MJ did not cause this blog to die prematurely nor was i too distraught to write. I just wasn't in the mood to put anything down (and that has nothing to do with MJ). But i did some re-config to my blog template though, i'm sure you can tell. That, my friend, didn't need too much delving into my thoughts. I have much to write actually, to tell you but before i can do so, the thoughts sort of mangled up.


Write i will, soon. But how soon, i don't know.


Goodbye Michael Jackson

Wednesday 8 July 2009



Michael Jackson


Michael Jackson

"...the greatest entertainer that ever lived"


Twitter

Tuesday 7 July 2009



Apologies folks, i'm busy with some stuffs to put my thoughts down coherently, so meanwhile, pop over to my twitter page where i'm kinda active these days...



Click on the pic


See y.o.u. there! :)


The Passing of The King, Michael Jackson

Friday 26 June 2009



The world is in shock with the sudden demise of the King of Pop. The world mourns for him, say what you want but if you can for once, separate his personal life from his music, you will see a brilliant, talented man, a great entertainer, a magical chameleon who brought music to life. MJ was truly the music icon of our time, his legacy will live on, his music will never be forgotten.


I grew up listening to Beat it, Thriller, Billie Jean and even tried doing the moonwalk with my brother.


And who can forget the "We Are The World" cause that he championed?








Watch the rest of them here


MJ, Rest In Peace.


Coming Home

Thursday 18 June 2009



Shane has gone for a two-day sleepover at his BFF's, totally making it meaningless for me to come home. I didn't wanna come home.


But i still did. Suddenly the house seems too big; the dinning table is too tidy without his toys lying around strategically; the tv room sounds eeriely quiet; the piano feels lonely without its master; the drums yearning to be thoroughly jam up; the flight of stairs up to the rooms seem to take forever; the bed in my room is definitely too big, too cold, too neat; everything is just not right.


A home without Shane suddenly seems so wrong.


I want him back.


Nokia E72

Tuesday 16 June 2009



If you, like me, is a fan of Nokia's E-series, especially its monoblock with QWERTY keyboard, you'll be excited with the new E72, scheduled to be released later part of this year.







This new E-beauty, only 0.1mm thicker and 2.5mm wider than its predecessor, spots many new features, some of those which i like include:


1) Updated version of its operating system - S60 (3rd Edition Feature Pack 2) with a longer battery life, speedier interface compared to E71 plus many others.

2) Improved messaging software suite and supporting of multiple email accounts.

3) 5.0 megapixels camera, a much more pin-sharp images.

4) Higher sound quality - with active noise cancellation.

5) An iPod-like navi key.

6) *3.5mm audio jack - a standard for music headphone, which means what you use for your iPod can now be used for E72. No more carrying two different headphones around (unless of course if you need the one that comes in the box for whatever purpose you need that for).


Read the specs at the official Nokia site and watch the video below. You will love the new Nokia E72.


I fell in love with it already!!



In The Mood

Sunday 14 June 2009



I'm in the mood to create banners for my header and as you have probably guessed, i've figured out how to have different banners for my page at every refresh :)


No, actually the credits not mine. I'm not that smart when dealing with html and javascript (yeah, i know, yawn...you have heard this many times and probably bored of hearing it again). Actually i learned it all from freeyasoul.blogspot.com. So go ahead folks, if you have a webpage, give it a try, you might end up having more banners than i do.


So did you all have fun grabbing your Facebook usernames yesterday? It was like Great Singapore Sale, except this is on a global scale and what's more, it's free! Was it tough coming up with something other than your firstnamelastname? I knew mine would have being long gone by the time i reached home since i have such a common name. A search on FB for my name returned over 500 results so it's no surprise i didn't get it. Out of curiosity, i searched for facebook/angiewong to see who the lucky girl was and know what, i sent her a congratulatory message.. haha, i know i have gone nuts. But thankfully my blogging nick is not that common, so i got it. Some people were telling me that this is the most crazy thing ever, well, crazy in a bad way for them but i like it. Now i have one more personalised shanewei url added to my collection!


However, my OktoberSixteen page on FB is not eligible for username creation yet because i don't have the minimum 1000 fans to qualify for one. But the update from mashable.com brought me hope that i can claim a name for OktoberSixteen on June 28th!


What's Your Username For Facebook?

Saturday 13 June 2009





I have friends telling me they will stand by their comps to chop their usernames for facebook. LOL.


At that time, i will be stucked at a big mall with thousands of people, all the way till 5pm. My young man has his two-hour Chinese enrichment class follows by piano and drum lessons after an hour's break. I have them all on the same day at the same place so that we don't have to rush from place to place. No don't feel sorry for him, you silly, he actually is enjoying himself. In between breaks from the different lessons, Shane gets to go to the toystores to see his friends and decide which to bring home. I don't buy him toys every weekend but i do reward him generously when the situation calls for it. And we do spend lots of time at the bookstore after his lessons. That's also my very own sanctuary while waiting for him. I love the smell of books and i always end up buying a few (which sometimes include delicious-looking cookbooks), totally fogetting i have half-read ones and a couple of dozen cookbooks waiting at home. Contrary to what some people thinks, i do read. And i'm not talking about hollywood gossip mags.


Coming back to FB usernames, have you think of a unique name for yourself? It'll be interesting to see what my friends will come up with. I'm sure it will not be the usual 'firstnamelastname' sort. Actually being very conventional and sometimes too boring, that is exactly what i am hoping to get for myself.


Can someone chop for me? :)


Oops, I Did It Again!

Monday 8 June 2009



Yes, unfortunately i did it again on the third day of my HK family trip. My precious family pics and vids were all accidentally deleted. On the fifth day, i dropped my cam at the Ocean Park entrance just before entering! After that, every time i turn the cam on, the lens vibrates and i couldn't take any decent pic. I then deliberately dropped it gently a few times, hoping that this would put the lens back in place but it didn't help :(


I have some pics taken with my BB but the qualities were not the same as taken with my Sony T-100.


Maybe time to get a new one. I have been thinking of getting a DSLR but not sure which is good. What do you think?


Btw, anyone has any recommendation for a good software to recover deleted pics from Sony's memory stick? Can't remember the last software i used to recover my Taiwan pics but it wasn't very good. Some of the pics were only recovered half, meaning i could see the top half of the pic but not the bottom half.


Really, someone should just glue my fingers together.


Time For Maths Lesson!

Monday 1 June 2009



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This is one of the question for Shane's maths test. Granted, it's only a practice paper prior to his mid-term, but how many eight year olds can answer this question logically? How about you, big brothers and sisters?


Interesting indeed.


I wonder how his year end maths questions will be like.


My Twilight Journey

Sunday 24 May 2009





Emptiness. Always felt and always have whenever i turned past the last page of the book i was reading. End of my twilight journey. Completed within three weeks, the last three books within one week and the final book within a day. All 754 pages of them, in a day. To be exact, 23 hours, 37 minutes and 6 seconds. Impressive? Nay, i'm sure many of you hold Guiness records for speed reading. I am but a late bloomer.


I was craving for more, like a hunger that kept on building even after a full meal, so much so that i even read the whole aknowledgements twice just before closing the back cover. Still hungry.


Superhero. Bad or good, no problem, as long as they can fly a plane or profess undying genuine love for you. Ahh, fantasies, like the matchstick you hold in the dark, giving you the little hope for a moment of light.


I watched the movie first before reading the book, watched it three times before the suspense was killing me slowly. I wanted to know more, i needed to know what was in store for them. Hence, my journey to the twilight saga began.


Now, the journey has ended and i'm searching. Searching for my next obsession, waiting for it to erupt, taking over my willpower to do anything meaningful.


Books. My bff.


ps: i was kidding on the exact time i took reading the last book. No folks, i do not time how fast i read :)


I'm A Mother, Call Me A Nagger

Sunday 10 May 2009



A woman who conceives, gives birth to, or raises a child: mother.


A person who continuosly scold non-stop in a monotone: nagger.


Unfortunately, when i became the former, i also ended up the latter.


Plus i have picked up the habit of being a constant worrier.


Mother, the very essence of love, warmth and selfless devotion. She wanted nothing for her children but their well-beings and happiness. She would defend them fearlessly and stand up for them.


Mother, the one who gave you life and sheltered you within her womb, endangering herself to give you a glimpse of the world.


Mother, the greatest lady of them all, the only one who will; protect you with her life, shower you with her never-ending love, cry with you when you fall, hold your hands when you are scared, hug you when you feel unwanted, watch you when you are sleeping and kiss your little tears away when you are sad...


Mother, the multi-tasker in the family, the one with one body but six pair of hands.


Today is Mother's Day.


Today, i salute all the Mothers in the world and at the same time, pray for those who yearn for a taste of being a constant worrier and perhaps, a nagger? :)


Happy Mother's Day to all the wonderful women in the world..




Image taken from the web


Regrettable

Monday 4 May 2009





I did something i kinda regret. Well, u see, i was with my curling tong and camera that nite...


Hours later, i had my hair permed!!!


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What's Holiday Without Pics?

Saturday 25 April 2009



I always enjoy going on trips with Shane, and especially so when it's just the two of us. The special mother and son bonding time. It is important to dedicate some special time just for him and only for him.


I enjoyed our recent trip to Seoul. No working, no answering of work emails (altho my BB Bold went along with me) and no touching the laptop (altho the X61 went along too), you know, just-in-case.


As a single working mother, it's hard to prioritize altho i know Shane should always come first. But between him and providing food on the table, shelter over our heads, very often it's hard to choose. It's also almost impossible to strike a balance. And despite my trying, i have no other alternative but to place work before him sometimes.


But compared to some, i'm already very fortunate. Looking back, i'm blessed to have lucky stars shining down on me. I met good and kind hearted people, who not only accepted my physical condition at that time but are always looking out for my best interest.


Throughout the years, i also received many encouraging emails and supportive messages from the many of you. These mails are still sitting in my mailbox, and i still read them from time to time.


In March this year, i received a message on my Facebook from a gentleman who said, "...i just want to say that you really are a brave lady and if i am in your shoes, or for that matter, anyone else, i don't suppose how we can better you in how you had lived your life thus far. Picking up the pieces of of a shattered life is easy; it's how you did it so nonchalantly, so effortlessly that impressed me".


Thank you CH. Actualy picking up badly shattered pieces of life is tough. In fact before that, it took me very long (and we are not talking about months) to come to a decision to leave X-man permanently. But once i decided, there was no turning back. Like a slingshot, there was only one way for me to go, which was forward.


Some said i was courageous to walk away from an unhappy marriage.


Frankly, it took more than just guts or courage to decide to leave someone for good, especially when there is a child to think of. From that point of deciding this path, i knew, there would be endless struggles and many sacrifices to make. Like the many smilling single mothers out there, behind their happy faces were trials and tribulations they do not openly talk about. Being brave is certainly not enough to last until you get on to your feet again. It's the very strong determination to make a better life for yourself and your child, the hundred-fold self confidence, the exceptionally strong will to perservere on in times of hardship, the constant never-say-die attitude and the immediate need to pick yourself up from what everyone thinks - a failed marriage. Failure is, as Henry Ford famously once said, "the opportunity to begin again". These are my recipe for what i am today.


But there is one more secret ingredient which i know, has to do with X-man. Since he decided me and Shane were not important enough to be part of his life, naturally, the battered, wounded pride of mine has a very strong desire to show him what a fool he was and still is. (okay, he did say as frequent as he can, that he loves Shane, but the truth is very obvious in his actions...)


But to be honest, i'm also not perfect, far from it actually. If given a chance to start all over again, i would still choose to be with X-man and i will live it differently for Shane. We were young then and being young and hot headed, we made very bad and impulsive decisions. I have no regret being a single mother; i want a happy and stress-free life, I want my son to grow up in a happy environment, he deserves to be, but in the course of seeking that happiness, i have also caused him to grow up without a father and very often, i question that decision. Did i do it for Shane so that he won't have to grow up in a dysfunctional family, or did i do it more so for my own selfish sake, that i'm actually a weak person who can't take a broken heart and need an escape route? After all, if i managed to pick up shattered pieces to where i am today, surely, i would be able to withstand those turbulence years, won't i? And is Shane truly happy now or have i failed to consider his tender feelings throughout all these years?


Anyway, back to Seoul. My apologies, i am a little too carried away this evening and this entry has to end off on a slightly heavy note.


So here it is, our pics in video clip, or mainly Shane's coz yours truly had a bad hair week in Seoul and must be refrained from taking too many narcissistic photos. This clip is about eight minutes long, so if you are watching this at work, be careful who is behind you :)



The Little Thing He Says...

Monday 20 April 2009



Before dozing off to sleep last nite...


Mommy?


Yes?


I Love You.

Namsan

Thursday 16 April 2009



Happiness is to be with Shane. Although his incessant chatters drive me nuts, but he's still the one i want to be will all day, all nite!



With Life, There Comes Death

Saturday 11 April 2009



Having nothing to read, my eyes were glued to the small JVC telly in the small clinic, scanning the news ticker for the day. My heart skipped a beat at the headline of Richard Stanley. The CEO of DBS had died of leukemia this morning. No i don't know him, not even briefly but his name had came up a few times in our little conversations here and there. My condolences to his family.


Whenever i read about deaths, sudden strong uncomfortable emotions seem to well up out of nowhere in me. I dislike those feelings but it always hit me hard and sometimes, the feelings stay for a few days, like an unwelcome guest.


We all face death eventually. Like it or not, that's how life is. We live, we die. Althought the thoughts of dying is most unpleasant, but that's how everyone ends, just in different ways. I'm not sure about you, but i'm scared of dying. How will i feel when the time comes - will i feel breathless? How does it feel when my soul leaves my body - will i feel pain? Will i know what to do, will i know where to go? Will there be an angel dressed in dark robe to take me to my Maker? Will there be pure darkness along the way? Or will i have at least a candle to hold on to? There are more questions than these that not even the powerful search engine of google can provide me with.


Morbid as it sounds but i kept telling Shane that we must meet again in Heaven after we die. Whoever gets there first will wait for the other. There is no way he's gonna escape from me for all eternity. I love him; in lfe, in death and forever after. For i live knowing i will die. But yet i am consoled because i know, i will see him and all my loved ones again someday.


Especially Mom. I am looking forward to seeing her again and to tell her how much i love her, miss her. I am most willing, when the time comes, to sit thru her nagging again for i am conscious of the wrong things i have done and i know she knew it all. I promise not to be rude and neither will i talk back at her. For this is God's promise to me for a second chance with my mother. But then i'm not sure how Mom will react when she finally sees Stepmom. Of course, someday, the two beautiful ladies will have to meet.


Well, that is probably Dad's problem ;)

Boys Over Flowers

Sunday 5 April 2009

[My take on this K-drama. Long entry ahead. Skip if you are not interested]


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Boys over flowers (Kkotboda Namja), the Korean version of Hana Yori Dango, has finally ended its three months' dominance on KBS Monday and Tuesday primetime slots on March 31st and the discussions on various internet forums have dwindle down a bit. The ending of BOF paths a new beginning for the main casts. The best is yet to come.


I enjoyed watching this drama, from the time i watched the Taiwanese version of HYD, namely Meteor Garden led by Jerry Yan seven years ago, i have gotten addicted to the story. Ultra wealthy, powerful, tall and handsome heir couple up with the nice, common, pretty/not-so-pretty, poor girl. A modern Cinderella story that most girls would have no trouble falling in love with and such plot always ensure soaring viewerships.


The K-version depicted the same storyline, but with a higher dosage of extreme luxurious lifestyle not seen in the other two versions. Okay, admittedly, i did not watch the Japanese version but caught snippets of it here and there. But this K-version of HYD has a super strong addictive element not found in the other two adaptations - an overall good looking casts, not just the main casts but those in the supporting roles as well.


Firstly, the Korean F4 is by far the better looking foursomes as compared to the J and T-version. Most dramas have only one or two good looking male leads, but the BOF has four! Naturally, without a doubt, the ratings would go sky high coz even if you dislike the face of the lead, there are still three more for you to ogle at. Now now, that's like putting your eggs in four basket! They are also the main reason the flaws and shortcomings of the drama were forgiven by many. Smart move Group 8!


Like many of the estatic screaming fans out there, my money is in the Lee Min Ho's basket, the actor who was casted as Goo Jun Pyo, the leader of F4, the supposedly heir to the biggest conglomerate in Korea. The actor is good looking to the max. He has a pair of expressive eyes which speaks of utmost intensities at times. Need i say more?


My other money is in Kim Joon's basket, the actor casted as Song Woo Bin. A relative newcomer to the acting scene, Kim Joon is one of the member of the Korean boyband T-Max, of course, i have no clue about that until this drama came along. Older in terms of age between the four main cast, Kim Joon has gorgeous big eyes and naturally good looks.


As for Kim Hyun Joong and Kim Bum, they look too pretty for my liking. Good looking no doubt, but more to the sweet, cutesy, dainty, gentle type. Don't get me wrong, i do like seeing them but just not overly excited when they appeared. You know, my heart rate remained the same, no extra beat or two. So, i concluded i am more into tough-looking men, no pretty boys for me.


Goo Hye Sun, the girl casted as Geum Jan Di, love interest of Goo Jun Pyo, looked pretty and sweet. She did not kill the role by being overly pretty which was good but her acting was a little over-the-top, too exaggerated for my taste. Makino in the original HYD manga was suppose to be a feisty, strong, loud and not-afraid-of-the-world type of girl. Goo Hye Sun certainly was loud in the drama but she lacked in the feisty department. Instead she came across as being too child-like, weak and at many times, her exaggerated facial expressions and actions got on my nerves. The K-version of Makino was not given many chances to display her determination and fighting spirit, and was always shown to either back down or give up. The Korean PD should have given the role an opportunity to show she truly loves Jun Pyo and is determined to go thru at least one big hurdle with him.


The amnesia part can probably be lenghthened by another episode to show how Jan Di perservered to get him back. I don't like a 'half-bake' love story. There wasn't enough display of affection from her to him, the only time was the picnic scene in episode 23, where she innitiated a kiss. It would be nice to see the finale with her running to him coz i'm sure she missed him as much as he missed her during the four years apart. There wasn't enough fire and passion between the couple even after four years which was a let down towards the end. So maybe the K-version Jan Di didn’t love Jun Pyo as much as the other two versions. Plus, instead of her still acting like a muddle-headed girl after four years, they should have given her a slightly more mature disposition. Times changed a man but in this case, the four years didn’t do very much for her.


However, in the drama, Jun Pyo was also shown at several occasions to have given up too easily whenever Mama Goo pressed the button too hard as compared to Daomingsi in the T-version. So maybe this was why Jan Di wasn't that madly in love with him??


Overall the drama is fun to watch but there were a huge lack of characters development especially for Jun Pyo and Jan Di.


Throngs of fans have displayed their unhappiness over the ending but for me, it wasn't really that bad. Although Jan Di did not specifically accepted Jun Pyo's marriage proposal, it is a known fact that the two characters ended up together and i chose to still believe that in the K-version. Therefore i'm happy. The SoEulmates were 'promised' a chance to be with each other here without going into too much details, thus not eating into the scarce screen time. I can live with that too.


Some were unhappy that the ending did not show whether Mama Goo accepted Jan Di into the family. Unlike the manga and J-version where there were complete closure, the K and T-version did not specifically point out so. But if you relook at the scene where Mama Goo was watching her son's interview on the telly with a warm smile and the fact that she was watching it with her out-of-coma husband, taking care of him and relinquishing her Chairwoman's role to her daughter, didn't this indirectly showed she is now more of her husband's woman than the shrewd business woman who fiercely controled her son's life to the advantage of the company? So yeah, i believe Mama Goo will eventually accept Jan Di and it’s fine with me not seeing it happening on tv. Well, you don't have to be fed apple just to prove it's apple right?


True, the drama has many illogical flows of the story and unrealistic plots. Like how the two leads conveniently forgot a previous heartbreaking moment [maybe selective amnesia started without viewers realising it] and act as if nothing of that sort happened and their love continued or how Jun Pyo and that irritating toilet fly Yumi in the last episode fell into deep sleep on the couch within minutes after Jan Di left. Duh.


Or the pointless plot - Papa Goo's character. What was he doing here since we did not see him appearing in the other adaptations. Many hope he was the one reuniting the lovebirds but he had no speaking parts at all except in Jun Pyo's memories of him. So why did they write him in? His screen time could be better used for more of Jun Pyo-Jan Di's scene. I can't get enough of them.


Some scenes were hilariously done. The latest - the Artificial Respiration scene. Please, i hope kids in Korea and everywhere will be taught to do it right. I was between tears and laughters watching the pool scene where Jun Pyo was reviving Jan Di by doing the AR in the final episode. It is truly amazing Jan Di survived without the AR done properly!! :) Maybe PD has no time to do a proper research or time was running out they didn’t redo the scene or perhaps they know the viewers will readily forgive any incorrect fact as long as we get to see the pretty faces.


This was what the PD said "While the plot might not have been dense enough, we did our best to create visually impressive scenes. Being a fantasy, I think audiences were ready to overlook some of the logical flaws as long as they liked what they were seeing [which i think he also meant the beautiful F4]."


Okay, we heard you. We are shallow. And yes, I am one of the shallow fans coz after all, this is just another fairy tale brought alive. Since I do not question how Cinderella suddenly has a fairy Godmother, therefore i’m shutting down all my thinking cells entirely and continue to throw myself into this drama once more. I’m not complaining as long as i get to see the tall, dark and handsome Goo Jun Pyo.


So overall, this is a good drama to fantasize about on a lazy cold Sunday, which i just did and have rewatched the final episode four times now :), and probably every nite until i find something else. Even if i'm not faithfully glued to the telly when it's on, it's reassuring enough to have them playing in the background while i work on my laptop. This is the drama of the year and it's gonna take a long time for people to stop talking about it.


And finally, there is a rumoured Season 2 which has been proved to be b.u.l.l.sh.i.t.


Oh if you want more pictures of them, you know how to find ;)

Everland

Friday 3 April 2009





Here's the vid for Everland. I have changed the streaming site to Vimeo for now. Vimeo's video quality is comparable to Motionbox and the buffering speed is better. So i'm staying with Vimeo for the time being. Having said that, i'm not dumping MB yet. It's still one of my favourite video streaming site. No i don't like Youtube.


If buffering is still an issue, just click Play, then Pause and go have a cuppa. Come back in 5 minutes and the vid is ready for you :)

Lotte World

Monday 30 March 2009




For Those Who Miss Shane...

Thursday 26 March 2009



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He's such a poser, yes, like mother, like son :)


More pics and one or two vids of Seoul to come next week.

Mail2Blogger

Monday 23 March 2009




Okay folks, i'm trying out this new tool from blogger. Alright, it may not be a 'new' tool for some of you may already be using it.


Testing this from my blackberry, so if this work, i may drop an entry here and there everytime i feel like it. See, i can even attach picture.


So now, my blogging has truly gone mobile. If so, come by often to catch up on what's new going on :)

We're Back!

Saturday 21 March 2009



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Endless

Tuesday 10 March 2009



... conference calls all nite this week on the same subject matter, starting at 9pm and end after midnite. Just ended the first in this series not too long ago. People talking all at once, and it's so hard to hear thru the different accents. And, i don't like to take conference calls at home. Once i fell asleep only to wake up to voices of people saying their 'byes' and loud beeping tone of them dropping off the line. The call had ended with me sleeping halfway thru it. How embarassing! Did anyone ask for my opinion or shout out to me during the call? I never did find out.


Sitting thru these calls without saying a word is my best forte. Just hope no one hears me snore.

Shane at 7 and 18 Years Old

Sunday 1 March 2009



Shane at 7 years old:



Shane at 18 years old:
KimBum


:)) Just kidding.


The beautiful gang @ work commented how Shane looks like Kim Bum, one of the cute boys from Boys Over Flowers, the hottest K-Drama that everyone is talking about. I emailed the gang the above two pics last week with the same caption and now i'm showing it to you. Any similarity?


I don't think Shane looks like Kim Bum though, certain angle maybe but i realise, the older Shane gets, the more he looks like his father.


Since i know some of you are curious how his father looks like, here's a shot of Shane and him taken a few years ago in Bangkok. See here: http://www.moblog.com.sg/blogger/blog.asp?uid=341586EF-A4A8-4011-B747-B75AFBD21490&bid=506B3558-B85A-4100-8D5C-B31D261456FF


I haven't seen x-man for a while now and since he's not someone i think of fondly, it's best i don't see him at all. It's weird, everytime we start treating each other somewhat nicer, we'll end up fighting. We can even fight via SMS. It's like a curse and it's really draining.


Anyway, have you start watching Boys Over Flowers yet? If not, you should start now. Filming is still ongoing although KBS is already showing it, currently at episode 16 and there are another 8 - 10 episodes more to go. To watch earlier episodes, sign up at www.veoh.com and search for 'gbn english ohmiyask'. These uploaded episodes by this person 'Ohmiyask' have English subtitles and the quality are very much better than those found on Youtube. Here at Veoh, you get to watch a full one hour episode in a single vid rather than in several parts. However, you will need to download the Veoh player first befrore watching. Another website you may like to try is www.tom365.com which have Chinese subtitles. Again, you need to download their player first.


If you need a recap of each episode, go to www.dramabeans.com.


I downloaded all the episodes to my Archos and even bought the newer Archos 5 so that i can watch it on the beautiful higher resolution screen everywhere i go! At home, i plug the Archos into the TV and re-watch earlier episodes all over again. I must have rewatched them at least 5 times now. If you think i'm crazy, read on.


This coming March school holidays, i'm shipping Shane and myself to Seoul. Haha :)) my flights are paid and confirmed but i haven't quite decide where to stay yet. Although i have a reservation made at The Shilla but i'm waiting for Grand Hyatt to come back with a better deal. I know Grand Hyatt is way out at Mt Namsan but it does have a spectacular view at nite and there is an ice skating rink right in front of the hotel. The plus point - well, BBF or BOF whichever way you called it - had a few scenes filmed there, hence my choice of trying to get a room in Grand Hyatt Seoul! Indeed, i'm incurable. Don't laugh at me please.


Every girl needs her knight in shining armour and i'm off searching for mine!! ;p

Thankful

Friday 13 February 2009



Indeed i am. When God closes one door, He will never forget to leave another one open. With that, i'm really very thankful and grateful that while x-man chose to venture on his path, He sent some other angels down for me and Shane. I'm very fortunate. I have met many good people in my life, some stay, some move on and i know they are/were in my life for a reason. For those who no longer stay by my side, I do think of them from time to time. I miss them.


Apart from a family that loves me unconditionally, it's a true blessing to be surrounded by good people who care. I am thankful i have a kind boss who looks after me and a bunch of smart, kind and crazy-like-me girls at work whom i enjoy laughing and working with day in, day out. We have fun but we do work hard. I think my work place is one of the rare few where people actually build friendships and are comfortable with each other. So comfortable that i show them my trophy stretchmarks at every chance i could and never forget to remind them constantly that i'm actually the smartest of them all :)


Stretchmarks, that's like the branding of motherhood and i'm immensely proud of them! The markings are a permanent reminder that i'm a fighter, a tough cookie and if you dare trample all over my kid, i'll repay you million times the same.


Which then brought me back to the reason why i chose to stay single. Read http://shanewei.blogspot.com/2008/08/fontok-na.html.


Maybe someday i will meet a really really nice and good man but for now, my only man is Shane.


Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Mark sent me a Chinese text message which i understood half and guessed the other half. I on-sent it to my girls and if you received one from me tonite, consider that a lucky charm and be glad you are on my VIP list!


In another two months or so, i'll be celebrating my birthday. Another year older, oh well, that's not really something to be happy about, or is it? Who wants to grow older? Maybe when i was ten or eleven. But now i wish time will stand still. However, i'm slowly accepting the fact that i'm no longer young. Some very fine lines are starting to appear and i'm slapping on anything that promises younger looking skin.


Ahh.. La Mer, my puppy, come to Mommy!


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Fading

Monday 9 February 2009



My passion for blogging is somewhat fading. Or perhaps i am. I no longer have the urge to tell the world what i did today, ate yesterday or the cutie i'm seeing tomorrow. Age is catching up, and soon i know this place will become a page of the past.


My past.


I wonder.


How often do people reminisce? And when they do, do they have any regrets of things they did or things they hadn't do?


My candle is burning, still going strong i hope and before You blow off the flame, let me live with no regrets.

Do You Pray?

Sunday 1 February 2009



En Kai was laid to rest three days ago, exactly nine days after his birth. I was told of him way before his birth.


I cried the day i heard about him which was the day of the Club 21 sale. Agnes bought two beautiful small blue rompers. I was admiring it and she told me her sister was expecting a pair of twins. I congratulated her but what she said next broke my heart. One of the twins had anencephaly, a congenital birth defect that occurs in approximately one in one thousand pregnancies. En Kai was the younger twin with anencephaly.


I cried the day i knew he left. I saw his picture. He was a very beautiful baby, in fact, the most beautiful i have ever seen. And he was brave, very brave and so full of love, so much so that his grandmother had to gently tell him to let go before he queitly went home to God.


Anencephaly, in laymen definition is "baby developed without a brain". It is a defect in the neural tube that fails to close and develop around 25th days into embryonic development. Most anencephalic babies do not live past a day and it's amazing En Kai live to nine days.


Dear readers, if you do pray, may i request you to say a silent prayer for En Kai and for all babies with this unfortunate condition?


"There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world".

命中注定

Sunday 18 January 2009



你相信命中注定吗? 我相信。


所有在我们周围发生的点点滴滴和遇见的人,都已在我们出生之前被决定了。


但是有时候我不甘心,也不放弃,为我身边的人努力,加油,要找到属于我自己的天空。


你呢?


Alright, a weak attempt at trying my hand at Chinese. With help from Microsoft Pinyin IME 3.0 and http://babelfish.yahoo.com/translate_txt, i managed to type that out in slightly less than an hour :)


A while ago, i came across an article about rainbows and someone once asked me what do i want at the end of my rainbow.


Have you ever wonder what is really at the end of your rainbow? I was told, in fairy tales, that there will be a pot of gold at the end of the colorful walk. Is it really so? I don't know, i will never know until i'm there, isn't it? Will the rainbow i created have a pot of gold too?


No, not really a pot of gold. Rather i want it to be something that surpasses all my earthly wants. Or someone.


Yes, someone. I want to find someone at the end of my rainbow. A grown man. A responsible man with the heavy world on his broad shoulder, supporting it with a steady gaze, holding it up with a pair of strong hands. He may be tired from holding it too long but he will never back down, never give up and with his proud face looking up at the world on his shoulder, he will continue. He may tear, for that is human nature, not a sign of weakness. He may get temptations, he may make mistakes but to err is again, just human but he will soon learn the difference between good and evil. He may get discouraged, disheartened, but he will see himself through. He may experience setbacks but setbacks are like slingshots, once he learnt how to use it to his favour, he will overturn the table. He may get badly beaten, badly crushed but he will learn to pick himself up, bearing the scars of his downfall and face the world with even more determination.


Before the last light on my fading rainbow goes out, i want to see a responsible grown up Shane.


That will be my ultimate pot of gold.



What A Waste!

Sunday 11 January 2009



Did you all catch 'The Little Nyonya: The Final Chapter' aired earlier at 9.55pm? Really, if that's the best Mediacorp can come out with, i would rather they save it for their own private viewing. It's like adding insult to injury. With the greater audience terribly upset over the ending a week ago, i'm surprise at the pathetic finale. Now, more fuel will be added to the burning forest.


Instead of the 'blockbuster' it originally was, TLN has now officially become a laughingstock! And instead of pacifying the viewers, Mediacorp has just single-handedly flushed the whole show down the toilet. This finale should never have happened.


What an unfortunate waste of the three-minute airtime.

3.5 Days

Sunday 4 January 2009



I've been busy. Thanks to Chris who told me that someone has uploaded all the episodes of The Little Nyonya on Youtube, so i googled for it on New Year's Day. And i found it - http://www.youtube.com/user/Mediacorpfan.


I caught this show when i was channel surfing last Monday and it got me hooked in that two hours. I don't understand how certain things happened but now i do! All in three and a half days. Thank you Mediacorpfan!! Must be hard work for you.


Btw, why was the photo studio named 'Nanyang' when the Chinese words are something else? And in a pic i saw on TLN Facebook Page, the name was 'Sin Chew'. Did someone get confused in Mediacorp?





Anyway i was very glad when the elder evil sister was slapped last week and indeed, like someone who wrote in the papers, i am hoping she receive another big slap again on the last episode come Monday. I will await eagerly with two large buckets of popcorns and an evil smile.