I'm a single mama of one beautiful angel - SHANE.


I love kids, I always do. Someday when the right man comes along, I will definitely have more! In fact, I'd love to have 3 more!! I like BIG earings, especially hoops. I'm also a tough cookie, so don't mess with me or my angel. I'm a gadget queen but I'm lousy with htmls. I like reading all kinds of tech magazines and home decors. Enjoy cooking and experimenting new recipes, who knows one day you will see me at my very own little restaurant!! My dishes can be very fusion, very weird but definitely very edible!! I'm a movie buff, together with Shane, that makes two of US!!


I love my family.


Miss my dad back home and mostly I miss my mom, who is in Heaven right now with God. Does Heaven exist? Yes and that's where I hope I will get to go after I have passed on. I'm friendly and you will know it if you get to meet me one day. I hate hypocrites, liars, cheaters and family breakers. I have no good impression of them. I'm a sucker for romance. Believe it or not, but I have been in love only ONCE, when I was 18 years old and I married my first love. It ended up quite badly. When I'm in love, I trust easily which can backfire sometimes! I hope to be able to remain as good friends with ex-man one day. Now, it's tough. Although I have been hurt and but this will not get me down. I still believe the world is beautiful to live in, because I have Shane and my family.


I'm constantly contradicting myself, but who isn't??


And I'm the biggest procrastinator. I miss being in love and I love being in love and yes, I'm a 'love-love' person and I will choose love anytime over money. Ooops, am I suffocating you? Yes, I'm also a dreamer. Did I tell you I'm actually very family-oriented? I miss all those good times with my family. Apart from Shane, seeing my dad and aunt, bros and sisters and all my beautiful nieces and nephews whenever I'm back home are pure simple joys in life I hope I can always have with me. Leaving them to go back to reality are always making dents in my heart. I was a teenage rebel. Mom had a tough time controlling me. Came from an all girls school and having a boyfriend really seemed so cool at that time. But I was such a dorky messy nerd that no guys was interested in me, saved for one, but it didn't grow beyond anything. Else, who knows, I could have ended up marrying him instead.


I'm blessed with many good friends.


Most have been with me a long way back, some even from primary school and one from childhood. They all have seen the good, the bad and the ugly in me and have seen me in my worst. I can always count on them for anything. Love those girly gossiping sessions and miss those sleep-overs when we were schooling. We had a lot of fun. But we are not bad girls, just naighty sometimes ;p. I'm constantly thinking of ways to re-decorate my home.


I'm petite.


I love getting pregnant, not that I have many experience with that, mind you. But I can most assure you, the Angie you'll see during her pregnancy is nothing like what you are seeing now. Other pregnant ladies I saw looked fabulous but I looked horribly fugly, with swollen cheeks and feet that matches that of the young sumo. My size then was twice my size now. In fact, I hated to look at my own reflection in the mirror. Friggin scary I tell you, it was like watching scary movie everyday. I think, should I ever get pregnant again, I shall go into hibernation, my blogs too! But I still wanna get pregnant, the feelings of having tickling fluttery butterflies colliding inside... sheer pleasures! My heart goes out to you men out there, you have no chance to experience nature's most beautiful gift growing inside you! But then, given a choice, would you gladly welcome it?


I hate it when people tYpE LiK diS.


I'm 85% Chinese, 12.5% Thai and 2.5% OAC (- Other Asian Cocktails). Why 12.5% Thai? That's because my paternal grandmother is half-Thai. Now go work your maths out :)


I think I'm creative.


My grandpa was an artist who used to paint those huge cinema billboards more than fifty years ago in northern Malaysia. And I can spin the most creative tales without struggling nor batting an eyelid. Something like, "I'm a lecturer in Nanyang Polytechnic". So if you are the guy that nite at the club who asked me what I'm working as, you got it now. I'm not a lecturer. So what do I work as? Okay, actually, I'm a C.I.D.


I think I was an Egyptian in my previous life. I may have met Young King Tut before. I'm actually the joker among my group of friends and in the office. I entertained them alot with my silly jokes.


I'm also a good listener.


I know when to talk and when to shut up. I can eat the same food for lunch everyday. Wanton mee for example. And I love Ginger beer and Lychee Martini. I can be stubborn, unyielding, headstrong and I won't listen to any explanation when I'm angry. But I'm not unreasonable.


Shane completes Me!


I'm proud to be a Malaysian, but I count Singapore as my hometown too. Shane calls me his princess and he once told me he wanna marry me... Oh how sweet can that be? I love that brat to death..!! He fascinates me a lot. His ideas, his words, his compliments and his tantrums. Everyday is a discovery day for him and for me. I love red meat and red wine and I can whip up a good hearty meal that you can never forget.


I wear my heart on my sleeves. Constantly. Now I have got it weather-proofed. I have three piercings. In my ears, nothing exciting. One in my left and two in my right. They meant something. The left one-piercing represents me and the two right-piercings represent ex-man and Shane. I have one tattoo. I am always so conscious of myself whenever I cross the road at the traffic lights junction. Especially when I'm the only one crossing. I will pretend to check or sms on my mobile phone. I always feel as though all eyes are on me and I pray I don't trip and fall on my nose.


I'm weird.


I have many flaws. I'm not perfect. Far from it actually. There are plenty of room for improvements still. But I think I have a kind heart. My heart is made of cotton candy. Can expand way beyond that tiny drop of sugar, sweet, very nice and easy to eat but can give you a terrible tooth ache if you are not careful. Never messed with my kid, coz you won't like the consequences if you do. I will skin you alive and no, I'm not joking. Although I have many lipsticks, I hardly wear them (hardly, not NEVER). I like a made-up face with naked lips. There, I told you, I'm weird.


I eat durian with steam rice for dinner. Learnt this from my Thai grandma. Dad's friend had a durian plantation in Malaysia and once, we were given a huge basketful of durians. We ended up having durian rice for lunch and dinner for almost a week. Trust me, it's neither gross nor disgusting. I don't like to queue for food at the hawker centers or food courts. I always ended up buying the food with the shortest queue. I'm selfish. I don't like to share my man. So if you wanna be with me and expect me to share you with other girls, go get lost. My skirts doubled-up as tube dresses and my lipsticks doubled-up as blusher. That, my friend, is called - innovative and not weird.


Flowers are nice. I like them too.


My best friend said she will engage my interior decorating services when she has got her apartment. I think i will do a fine job. Maybe I can earn some money doing that on the weekends. Anybody to recommend me to? I'm into painting as well. Haven't been doing it for many years though. Trying to start again. I believe that someday, people will appreciate my art pieces and maybe it can fetch millions after I have passed on. Oh, and I'm fat, that's what I think although nobody agrees coz they are too polite to tell me so. I have steamed veges and chicken or fish for dinner everynite. Staying away from carbo. I love mushroom, all kinds! I like surprises and spontaneous fun. I'm into Dan Brown's kinda books. I can be quiet one moment and then loud and boisterous the next.


When I was young, I was often mistaken as Thai, Japanese, Filipino and especially Malay. There were many occassions back home where Chinese actually asked/talked to me in Malay language, thinking I'm one. And when I replied them in Mandarin, their bewildered faces were real funny. In recent years, some people even thought I am a Vietnamese..!! I almost fell off my chair laughing!! Prreassseee... Vietnamese girls are the sweetest, most demure lot, and I'm nothing like them!


I like being ME.


Last note, I have no time to date for the time being but the next man I date will definitely gonna be a man who makes me laugh!


I believe in karma, do you?

 
14 January 2006