I really am.
Noawadys, I don't like to go clubbing that much. I prefer to sit down at a quiet place, drinking and chatting.
I also get teary easily.
Even when Shane tells me he loves me, I will get teary too.
He often said I am his princess and he is my prince. And even when I feel I looked ugly and all messed up, he will tell me: "Mommy, you are not ugly, you are so beautiful. You look like a Princess!!"
He is always so sweet to me.
Maybe I'm really getting old and getting all so sentimental. This song that is currently playing is older than I am. It's one of mom's favourite song. I heard this song when I was very young and this song always remind me of Mom. And I played this song over and over again when I was pregnant with Shane and I will sing softly to him, changing the lyrics to: "Papa loves You, Mommy loves you..."
Shane is off this weekend to Papa's place and he was very excited and happy about it prior. Sometimes I didn't want him to go. And sometimes I feel he should spend more time with his Dad. And sometimes I question myself, does his Dad really love him??
Never mind that, I love Shane very much and I guess that is sufficient for him for now.
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