zouk - flea & easy

We are selling our handmade accessories @ Zouk.

See You There!!

web-camming...anyone??

Despite the fact that i'm packing and organising my accessories for the bazaar next sunday, me and shane still find time to do some web-camming... pardon the messiness of the room, wlll ya?


And hey, the bazaar is held at zouk next sunday (nov 12) from 2pm to 5pm.


See you there k!!

perhaps love

The sound of crushing heart and the rainfall of tears accompanied my many nites in bed. Sleep would not come no matter how hard I tried or how much I cried.

I thought I would never heal. I thought I would cry forever and maybe be blinded in both eyes. Who would have thought my love didn't last forever. Funny was it not for I once firmly believed I had found my him, I once firmly believed I had found the one man for the one me.

I thought I had found the one who would keep me warm in the middle of the cold nite. I thought I had found home.

With my heart broken, my hopes dashed, I was despaired and devastated beyond imagination. I wished tomorrow never come. For I knew not how to live a life without him. I understood nothing. Or rather I refused to understand anything.

Why does some people fall madly in love, only to break each other's heart years later? Why couldn't God make love last forever?

Falling in love is the most beautiful thing that can happen to anyone. Finding the one whom you love and amazingly, love you in return is like taming a wild tiger. Out of the many hundreds of people crossing my path daily, miraculously I met him. He chosed to love me and I, him. Yet we were not meant to be. Those feelings were like a thousand knives cutting thru that delicate heart, layer by layer. The unknown aching from deep within inside. The lump in your throat that just won't go away no matter how hard you tried to swallow. Those empty feelings. Those lonely nites.

I once survived a broken heart but I don't think I can survive another.

So I pray to God, never to let me fall in love again, unless He can assure me that He will find me someone who will take care of my heart, someone who will never let those unwanted feelings overcome me again. Someone who will never love another but me.

Someone who is perfect.

Perfect in my own little way. Perfect in my own small little world.

Perfect - Just for me.

To my future him, love me only if you promise never to let go of my hand, never to shatter my heart to pieces.

Promise to be there for me always until the end of my time.

If you promise, I think I love you already.

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Meet me at my usual place: http://shanewei.moblog.com.sg

my cocktail sarang

Krazy.


That's what I am now. I think I am Krazy.


Can someone please take this cocktail sarang out of my head?? PrrRrease?? Let me expand this a little, I'm feeling something that I can't really describe and I don't know what's that.

And it's threatening to turn my peaceful life upside-down!


Mr. Lychee Martini, I'm sorry, you really have to take the backseat now =)

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Meet me at my usual place: http://shanewei.moblog.com.sg

 

 

 

i'm lost

I'm lost, or have I? I don't know. I seemed to have walk a long way out but yet, the exit still seemed so far. I'm not turning back. There is absolutely no way I'm turning back.

I think I saw the exit now. Thank you everyone. You have walked this far with me.

Sentosa...Again??

Okay, more pictures coming up next post. Meanwhile, just enjoy some narcissism from Miyuki & Me! These were not part of the Sentosa series though, actually not much Sentosa pictures these times!! If you recall, I was there with Miyuki & Shane in April this year.

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My dot dot dot ( . . . ) means TIP - 'Thinking In Process'.

Actually no. I am done with thinking but find it hard to tanslate into abc, into words, into coherent sentences. So I'm playing you my favourite new song. I have got some of you hooked on Thai songs and now, here's my first introduction to a Malay song - Kenangan Terindah.

I was back home for the weekend. Home is in Malaysia and was walking around the mall with Shane. Was attracted by this song and lured to its den, paid RM$21.90 (S$9.50) just for this one song. I understand this language better than English sometimes, coz Bahasa was my first language at school and everything was conducted in Bahasa. All except of course, English =P. However, strange as it may seem, Becks said I speak with a Nigerian accent. Yeah, actually, I didn't tell you guys, I have an imaginary Nigerian boyfriend, hidden in my pocket and when I'm lonely, I will take him out for a chat. No need MSN. And that explains the accent!

Kenangan Terindah ("Beautiful Memories") By Samsoms Aku yang lemah tanpamu Aku yang rentan karena Cinta yang t'lah hilang darimu Yang mampu menyanjungku Selama mata terbuka Sampai jantung tak berdetak Selama itu pun aku Mampu untuk mengenangmu Darimu kutemukan hidupku Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati Bila yang tertulis untukku Adalah yang terbaik untukmu 'Kan kujadikan kau kenangan Yang terindah dalam hidupku Namun tak 'kan mudah bagiku Meninggalkan jejak hidupku Yang t'lah terukir abadi Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

"Sebenarnya, engkau bagaikan kenanganku yang terindah,

Tapi sekarang, engkau bagaikan kenangan yang ku nggak mahu."

He said he's gonna cast a spell on me which is the hardest spell to cure and I will lost all my memories and in the end I will not remember anyone but myself. If spell is that easy to cast, then can one of you get me the biggest pot with some scorpions - preferably black ones, tiny red ants, centipedes (maybe at least the length of a long ruler) and then make me a mini bonfire? Coz I wanna walked around this pot with my broom while chanting some incantations tonite - so that I can make Brad Pitt fall madly in love with me and not that Jolie girl!

I cried, shed some silly tears tonite coz I wonder what will happen to my Shane if there were indeed spells, charms and black magics in this world, all cast upon me in one shot. Who will take care and love my Shane the way I did were I to disappear in one puff suddenly? Will his wicked Thai stepmother torture him? Irony is it not, consider I'm part Thai myself?

Should I ever lost all my memories one day, can you guys help me to remember only Shane?

That's all I want to remember.

Mom(X) said to stay strong. Sure I will, I can deal with most things, but am not sure about dealing with forces of the dark. Is there really one to begin with? I don't wanna turn into another Darth Vader.

Happy Birthday Singapore!!